Sunday, December 4, 2011

He loves me

I asked the same question which I asked myself 3 years ago,

"Isn't there anyone out there if we would love that person, that person would definitely love us back?"

Since I was little. Allah test on my emotion. In the kindergarten, my friends would force me to get them stickers, if not they would not be friends with me. And hence, getting stickers was my priority. Why? I was afraid of not having any friends. I was afraid of being lonely.

The test was the same when i go to high school and when I entered into university.

However the ending is the same, I was the one that are being left. I was the one that was feeling hurt. 

I gush to the mosque and start doing 2 rakaat prayer.
There I found the One that will never leave me.
In the Quran, Allah swt said:
" The example of those who take allies other than Allah is like that of the spider who takes a home. And indeed, the weakest of homes is the home of the spider, if they only knew." (Surah Al-Ankabut 29:41)
We become weak when we put reliance on something that is not eternal.

I was afraid of being left and hurt.
But there is the One that will never leave me.

He put me in this situation
and hence it is His responsibility to take me out.

Just like Prophet Ibrahim a.s that is caught in the fire.
He denied of all help.
He wanted Allah to save him
and Only by His permission he can get through.

Caught in the same situation.
Maybe not in the fire.

But the struggle was the same.
We are in need of Allah swt

So I say just like what Prophet Ibrahim a.s would had said, 
"Allah is sufficient for us and He is the Best Depposer of Affairs"

1 comment:

  1. That's nice. MashaAllah.

    He truly loves u- that HE keeps testing u.
    SO SMILE! ;)

    *With so much love and peace*